There ain't no home for you here, now go away

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

THE THOUGHT OF YOU SICKENS ME.

THE THINGS THAT YOU DO TURN MY INSIDES ROTTEN
SO DONT WASTE MY TIME,

I GOT A LIFE DAMMIT.

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Sunday, October 22, 2006

Aww mann... feeling sick again! damn haze la... anyway, yesterday went visiting... haha $$. No la im not so greedy . So, had to wake up at 7:30 am, but guess wad? no one else woke up! they only woke up at lyk 8? so we only left the hse at ard 10:30 am. First we went to my Greatgrandma's hse... met Jhansi and Div thr. Aunty Yogini made chocolate coconut candy! haha YUM! seriously, i think each of us had lyk 5 pieces each? haha. Then we went to my dad's uncles hse. U noe wad? my cousin Gauri looks EXACTLY lyk sut? haha but SHE is super cute, not sut.. he's jus a nit wit. When we came in rite, she was lyk, "I GOT TO SHE LEVINA FIRST!" damn cute la! she was talking to her sister Gayathri... Gauri is 4 and Gaya is 6. ok, moving on, went to a few other hses, but thr was no one my age or ppl hu wud talk to me... then went to Suts hse for lunch. haha His parents FINALLY got to meet my parents la! aft lyk 3 yrs? haha. At ard 4 smth we went to uncle Buthmen's place.. he got a new dog! I dunno wad breed it is la, but its damn adorable, its PURE white and her name is Baby. I told him tt Baby was such a common name, n he was lyk, im a common man. Yea rite la! hes an ex-gangster and he rides horses... how weird is tt? Then at night, we rushed down to SRT to catch Anands play, its called Horse-face. It was this indian based drama abt these two men and a woman. Anand was Kapila (one of the men) and guess who played the woman? ZOE!!!! haha i got a shock when i saw her come on stage! the play was rated "NC-16" cause of sexual references... wth? i was jus a kissing scene? hello? oh yea but it was really weird cause Anand kissed zoe. My cousin kissed a woman, whom i know, who also happens to be nearly 2times his age! haha then aft the play i called him and told him i knew zoe... n he was lyk, " r u serious? wasn't it weird wen u watched the play?" haha he meant the kissing scene... oh well. Wen i got home, i kinda remembered tt i was sick and i threw up lyk 3 times? damn disgusting la... ok, gtg.... bb!

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Saturday, October 14, 2006

OMG! im so happy! gtg c OVERDRIVE! hahah, the dancers were pretty good, but of course WADE was even better! haha it was totally awesome! wade only danced twice, he put e sexy in justine timberlakes "sexy back" haha. Im telling you, yesterday was really great mann.... ok, let me start frm e beginning, i was supposed to meet crys at taka, but i got lost!i ended up in wisma, so i had to walk down to taka frm thr. I meet a few of crys friens, then both of us wen down to grab smth to eat b4 heading off to e esplanade. We got thr early so we walked ard for sometime... looking at jewelery and some other stuff i cant really rmb... then we went to e concert hall to get our seats... haha du u noe it wad e first time Esplanade presents allowed hip hop in the concert hall? we all have Wade to thank for tt! haha so then OVERDRIVE 2006 started! haha. Sheik Hikal was the mc (dunno how to spell his name) haha. He was so dileriously funny! it was almost exactly lyk The Wade Robson Project... but it was great! haha. The only irritatin part was that the people who deserved to win, did not! yea... then aft tt, crys and i wanted to get smth to eat, to we went to Bradell, Macs and ate thr. It was jus our luck tt a "fight" broke out rite nex to us la! this guy hu claimed to be testing a new lens he got was taking pics and he took a pic of this guy and his kid. so e guy got angry and started shouting, n crys n i were stuck at Macs! haha i only got home at bout 1+ am? yea, dev stayed up to open e door fer me! (how sweet!) OH! n this disgusting guy followed crys n i home! frm Bradell all the way to crys house! ugh! anyway, gtg. Im damn bored at home! Bye!

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

Damn tired aft yesterday.... ok, let me start. In the morning my my brother and i followed my mum shopping, BUT we din noe tt she was also meeting up wit aunty Michelle and her kids AND i totally hate CHLOE to bits and peices! she is so freaking fat( i get to say this, cause she IS bigger than me!, not saying tt im also small size la..) and she was wearing a TIGHT, SHORT and AWFULLY FRILLY mini skirt! YUCK! anyway, i jus talked to Nicole and hung out wit her. We went to Paragon, and jus walked ard Marks and Spencers, then Dev, Nicole, Markcus and i went to delifrance cause we din wanna follow my mum and aunty Michelle ard, but obviously dear Chloe had to follow her mummy ard. oh, n i jus found out tt Markcus and Nicole are twins! so cool rite? at first i din believe them then, they showed me their ezlink cards. AND, Nicole and i are taller than Markcus!hahaha. I hope Chloe fails her 'o' levels this year.
Then aft tt, mum brought us home, to rest. Then, we went to Geylang Serai. To do sumore shopping. I got pretty pissed cause my mum din buy ANYTHING for me, and e worst part was, I WAS CARRYING THE FREAKING BAGS! they decided to put everything into my bag, n nothing was mine! in the end, i only had 1 belt, 3 pairs of socks and a few buttons which i duno y i bought.... anyway. im still tired frm yesterday.... my foot still hurts cause some stoopid bitch pushed a pram over my feet. ok, i gtg, dad wants to use the com..... BYE!

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

YAY! finally posting, aft how long? haha oh well, had a great time following crys ard shopping. haha, but yesterday was better than today. We watched John Tucker Must Die... i loved it! but dun trust my judgement, i may be rong, cause i havn't watched a movie in 4 mths! 1st time in 4mths watching a movie, how sad rite? haha Exams r also FINALLY over... trying to hav a great time b4 results! ARGH!!!!! hahaha oh well. im so tired, tmr i got to follow my mum .... for more shopping... OH tt reminds me, i got a manicure today... i noe i told crys i wud nvr get a mani, but she proved me wrong! haha .... Oh n im telling everyone, Dreams can come true as long as u believe in urself. Never give up on tt dream, because its hope for the future. It shows that you want to be a sumbody when you grow up... EVERYBODY has to keep that in mind.

You chose to throw it all away, i was stupid enough to think that you would come after me. i swore never to turn back, but now i have my doubts. When a boy gets him new toys, his old ones are left to rot. You broke my heart and left me to die. I only wish i knew how to mend our friendship, i wish i could turn back time. I wasted my time on you, and now i hate you. i wish i never knew you. Always so preoccupied and ravishing abt HER. u noe wad? i dont care anymore, you can take her and leave, get the fuck out of my sight.

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

I feel so UNAPRECIATED. Ppl jus dunno how to say thank you when you do them a favour, they dont know how much i haf done for them, out of love, and then when i make an innocent mistake they pounce at me or ignore me. Being ard them is lyk having to walk on thin ice. I have to watch my actions so tt i dont offend them.... i cant show how i really am ard them cause they dont like it..... but i tolerate it because i love them and i cant live with without our relationships with each other. Everyday, i wonder what it would be lyk without them. Live is much better without them! but i love them to much to cut our ties. But, i know i can nvr change you, i jus haf to live with how you are. See? im sacrificing my happiness for yours, cause i noe tt your nth without me. Thats the power of love.....

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Monday, August 21, 2006

Looking at her already screams slut! i hope she has a horrible break up wit him.... he'll leave her fer another girl or smth.... then se becomes depressed and suicidal! think you'll get everything you want huh? go to hell bitch!

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haha, ELLO! today im damn tired..... whr du i start.... HISTORY CA2...... 12/15! TTS 80% WHOO! the best result so far.... pfth... haha. tmr we r getting lit..... FUCK!!!! so nervous! ok: CRYS EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE OK! IM THR FER YOU ALWAYS! CAUSE YOU WERE THR FER ME WEN I NEEDED YOU! life is difficult! but its fun when ur friends stick by yoU! ....... our class went to battle today! omg.... _____(1)______ provoked _____(2)_____ and _______(2)________ lashed out at
_____(1)_____..... happened twice..... CHILL PPL! WE ONLY HAF TILL E END OF THE YEAR! yuck i jus sneezedinto the fan and my spit splatted over me.... im gtg bathe.... BB! oh and CRYS DIN COME TO SCH TODAY! :(((

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